I do not feel like a bad person


              deep down I know that something inside of me is { terribly }


You see my muse pole-dancing at a strip-club for the main event. What do you do about it?

Send me “I’m still alive…” to see my muse’s reaction to believing yours was dead for six months.


I’ve done many different kinds of sex work. I’ve been a cam girl, a porn performer, a professional sub, and a performer at a peep show (similar to a stripper). I’ve also been working in retail and food service simultaneously.

I get so frustrated at how I’m treated at work. It really gets to me. I find myself involuntarily crying once I get into my car to drive home. I hate how dehumanizing it is. People don’t acknowledge me as a person. They think I’m less than them because of my job. Maybe they don’t actively think that, but that’s how they treat me. Oh, by the way, I’m talking about the food service job.

When I’m doing sex work I can refuse a customer. I can be rude to them if they are being rude to me. I don’t have to apologize for their mistakes. I don’t have to be sweet when they are being inappropriate. I negotiate my limits, and I only do what I feel comfortable doing. They don’t get to order off the menu, I’m not going to bend over backwards for them.

I find it oppressive to work for minimum wage. I find it oppressive to act like the customer is always right. I find it dehumanizing to apologize for things that aren’t my fault, like how much something costs or if you order something wrong and you want it remade the correct way. I find it dehumanizing to say “Hi! How are you?” and in response get “Yeah I just need a blah blah blah” and then have a customer go back to their cell phone conversation. I hate being reduced to a cash register.


(via constantfacade)

Reblogging this again because IT’S JUST SO GOOD

(via stripperina)

Fucking this

(via dreamsofapregnantmermaid)


The couch and instruction manual submission… awesome


Zuhair Murad


Zuhair Murad


(Zuhair Murad RTW Resort, 2014)


(Zuhair Murad RTW Resort, 2014)

"She is madness, sanity. She is hell, and paradise."
— Ellen Hopkins, Perfect (via aleister-chamber)

"You look at me
with disappointment in your eyes
but I warned you
from the start
I really am not
good enough"
— (via wunderjunkie)

Send me “Don’t make me beg” for my character’s response to withholding something from yours.

Name a type of crime, and my Muse/s will reveal if they have done it.

What’s a day without Arson, Murder and Jaywalking?

Leave “Winter baby” in my askbox


And I’ll generate a number from 1-12 to see what our muses get. 

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